well it's been a while since I last updated my journal and oh so many thing happend in the last two months!my life's chaotic,but I'm doing fine.Through my ups and downs I realised some things that I'm willing to try and make them work,in the new year.Yep,I have a huge list of resolutions for 2010.(after all,acording to the mayan civilazation,we only have two years left..until the new path arrives,so I'm trying to do the best I can to achieve that universal conciousness.)

anyway.I'm working on my portfolio,hoping that In the new year,I'll get a good job in the photography field.but until then,I'm trying to get in the wonderful Christmas mood.

I wish you all happy holidays,woth lots of gifts from Santa and a lot of snow and fun and peace and love.Also I wish you a happy new year,and hope that all your dreams will come true in 2010.

and
Suz.

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Sarbatori fericite!

two thursdays ago I moved in a new and beautiful home.it's big and beautiful,and my room is small and cosy,just like I wanted and needed.
my friends all call it the "little temple",because it's got a egiptian,morroco-ish,well arabic feeling,full of candles and scarves hanging on the wall,and lots of pillows on my small,small bed.(so small,I think two persons can't sleep a whole night comfortable in it!).
anyway,one of my friends already went home two times,the other one () is planning to go,and I..even if I miss my family and my cute rabbit like hell,I'm not planning to go back home for a visit in the near future.
hmm,school's alright I guess.I'm not too excited about it,I only like one class.makes me sick when I see the enthusiasm of my colleagues,all over their face at 8 o' clock,from monday to friday.
anyway.I'm tired,I haven't been sleeping to good since I moved.with all the fun that's happening in this beautiful house,and with all the midnight photo-sessions I'm doing with an old friend,almost every day,it's almost impossible to go to bed at a reasonable hour.
speaking of House(md)...I'm excited and happy with the new season
anyway.
I think thats enough,for more details and photos,you can always find me on Flickr
and for romanians fellows,on my blog

and ,
Suz.

well I canceled my wonderful trip to Transsylvania Calling..as usual,I always must do something to screw things up(well it wasn't entirely my fault,I needed the money for something more important).summer's over aand booy,am I happy!hope at least that my autumn will be fine,and not as pleasure-less as my summer.

I'm still searching for an appartment,to move in.(one of the reasons why I didn't go to the fest).I'm trying to put my mind in order.
my mum quit smoking and she's a pack or bitchness and evilness.(one of the reasons why I'm not sorry anymore for leaving home).
I have so many dreams and hopes for the future,but I'm trying to learn from my mistakes and forget all my wishes,eventually (as usual) they won't come true.



I'm bored,tired and must pack some things for tomorrow. and I,we are going to visit some flats.yay.

anyway,visit me on Fl!ckr for photos,Maxinquaye for my trippy blog, Breslo for handmade jewlery, lastfmfor my music prefences , aaand ,and nothing.that's it I guess.

have a nice day!

and ,
Suz.

my summer went up-side-down in only one week.It's funny how things really turned out,and I'm not sad anymore.In one month I'm moving from home,in a new apartment,in a new and bigger town.I'm scared of all the future,but it's an interesting situation,strange sensation..actually.

I'm planning a long and beautiful week at Transylvania Calling.
It's my only destination that I can afford this summer and well a place where I always wanted to go..I'm spending all my savings,but it's worth it.too bad I don't have enough money to go to ozora as well.(yay..another year missed).anyway..i'm going with my car and I have two more seats free,so if you want to go with me just post a note.

until then,I'm planning to change my look.I'm going to dye my hair in two colors,I think purple and blue.I wanted a multicolored hairstyle,but well..it's too much pain in the ass.
also I began working on some mandalas.If anyone knows where I can find some phosphorescent dye,do tell.I need it to continue my psychadelic work.
also I took in the last week,hundreds of bw photos of my friends.
they are all trainspotting like pictures,verry blurry or dark,with moods that cand change your mood quickly.They are all part of a project,called Necesito Lava Lamp.The project is like a movie made from single frames.Soon,I'm going to post some here,and the rest of them on flickr.

I thinks that's about it.
you can always find me on Fl!ckr or on my blog

I wish you all a wonderful summer.
and ,
Suz.

well,I've passed my exams..or at least the first six,with 93.6 points out of 100.by the way,once again congrats!

now I'm trying to finish my portfolio and also finish my drawing lessons.I have another exam on the 21st,wich is pretty hard,and 2 more on the 23rd and 25th.
my future and happiness depend on those 3 exams.

well that's it folks.have a great and un-exhuasting summer!

and

Suz.

P.S you can find me on Flickr or on my blog